This blog was previously written in a time in my life that was magical and full of love and hope. Times have gotten much darker as I have strayed from my principles, my vision, my path. I am sorry for all the pain I've caused. But I am going to pick up the pieces and move on. The next chapter in the blog may be very different...but it will be. I love my wife and family and hope to build the character and integrity it takes to hold you upon my shoulders into the sunset. For small journal entries on my life, philosophy, well-being and mistakes...please visit https://exvomit.blogspot.com/. Thank you for reading this trash.